If i ever leave this world alive...

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll thank for all the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll come back down and sit beside your
feet tonight
Wherever I am you'll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll take on all the sadness
That I left behind
If I ever leave this world alive
The madness that you feel will soon subside
So in a word don't shed a tear
I'll be here when it all gets weird
If I ever leave this world alive

So when in doubt just call my name
Just before you go insane
If I ever leave this world
Hey I may never leave this world
But if I ever leave this world alive

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
Yeah should be alright
Flogging Molly's "If i ever leave this world alive."

It is nearing the anniversary of my grandfather Walt's death. I miss him every day. When hank and danielle got married there was a yellow butterfly that hung in a bush for the entire ceremony. I knew it was him. When i came home the very next day i saw the same butterfly with the yellow wings and blue spots at the bottom and the black in the middle. I saw this butterfly every day in the summer time. Right around ten thirty- eleven o'clock every morning i would walk out side and he would fly by. It is still hard to know he is gone. I always imagine how he would think of me now. He always called my grandpa's girl. Easter is his favorite holiday. It makes me sad i only got so few with him. But i know he is up there... and down here.

I love you grandpa... Always and Forever...

Grandpa's girl

xoxoxo