easy to fall into...

bad habits are slowly creaping up on me. Its getting harder and harder to not go down that path. the dark on, the one i used to call home. the bottom of the bottle and cold, harsh reality of the razor blade. yes i used to cut, drink, smoke, and basically numb myself from the pain. when life gets hard its hard not to go back to this lifestlyle. Everyday is a new struggle. Hoping to make it through to the other side.