If i ever leave this world alive...

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll thank for all the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll come back down and sit beside your
feet tonight
Wherever I am you'll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll take on all the sadness
That I left behind
If I ever leave this world alive
The madness that you feel will soon subside
So in a word don't shed a tear
I'll be here when it all gets weird
If I ever leave this world alive

So when in doubt just call my name
Just before you go insane
If I ever leave this world
Hey I may never leave this world
But if I ever leave this world alive

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
Yeah should be alright
Flogging Molly's "If i ever leave this world alive."

It is nearing the anniversary of my grandfather Walt's death. I miss him every day. When hank and danielle got married there was a yellow butterfly that hung in a bush for the entire ceremony. I knew it was him. When i came home the very next day i saw the same butterfly with the yellow wings and blue spots at the bottom and the black in the middle. I saw this butterfly every day in the summer time. Right around ten thirty- eleven o'clock every morning i would walk out side and he would fly by. It is still hard to know he is gone. I always imagine how he would think of me now. He always called my grandpa's girl. Easter is his favorite holiday. It makes me sad i only got so few with him. But i know he is up there... and down here.

I love you grandpa... Always and Forever...

Grandpa's girl

xoxoxo

life?

yea so i have found out how much men suck in this town. well all over right now. i think i am just bored of this town. its just so small and i'm feeling clostrophobic here. its kind of suffocating here. and school is just getting really hard this semester. its just whatever.

beautiful

. . . that is the only way to describe a new life... one is on the way. Madelyn sara is due to be born april 12, 2009 easter sunday. Audreys shower was amazing. she looked so cute and defninetly has a good start to parenting her new child. it was lovely to see all my friends and socialize for a day out of prescott.

tomarro starts normal life again... boo