change

It is always interesting when your group of friends has a huge change in mindset. Mine is now having a change in the way we think of men. At first it seems like we all met ok guys. Just your average male, not to much special about them, but enough to give each of us butterflys. Only to realize a few weeks to a few months later that these men, men we put on pedistools, don't deserve the butterflys or pedistools. In fact they deserve to be droped from those stools and beaten severly. It is funny what a little crush can do to a woman. Sometimes it gives a soft glow, and sometimes it messes with your brain till you can't think any more. Well we all had blinders on and kept making excuses for the good we saw in these men. Only to truly find there was no good in these men. We all deserve someone to worship the ground we walk on. Why should we settle for these "average" men. Well truth be told no one out there, no woman, should have to settle for average. We should be taking an interest in the men who would climb mountains just to see us. Not men that expect to be waited on hand and foot. Don't get me wrong, we are still hurt by these average men by being the ones to wait on them, give up more for them than they would for us. But these average men only make us stonger to fight for the ones that we deserve and the ones who deserve us. We are now all ready to drop those averages to the curbs and we are ready to wait, search, or stumble upon those a + men that are hiding behind the averages shadows.



Red Jumpsuit Apparatus : Your Guardian Angel Lyrics

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven